Mad @ You Lyrics How can you explain What this pain feels like Kills me that I don’t know how you feel Cause I only have few words to describe I feel like I’m ripping my soul clean And every piece that is still left of me, feels so lost And I don't know where I went wrong, can’t find the words to collect my thoughts But I don't want to give it back All the time we didn’t have I don't want to be mad at you Didn’t wanna say it then but now I do Oh I wish I didn’t have to write for you Your sweatshirt’s on my sister’s bedroom floor Did you want it back? I guess I’m just too scared to see you in person I don’t know how I’ll react Every time I feel I’m getting rid of you Your memories all flood At least I can make jokes in my mind Now I can laugh at us Still feel like I’m growing out too soon and I’m losing track of you and soon you’ll be gone But I don't know what else to do I’m not ready to let go of you but you’ve moved on and I’ve been sad for too long But I still don't wanna give it back All the time we didn’t have I don't want to be mad at you Didn’t wanna say it then but now I do Oh I wish I didn’t have to write one for you And how does feel To know that I’m still feeling Do you hurt Like I know I do Are you in pain In a way I hope you are Cause then I’d know you didn’t want this too But I still don't wanna give it back All the time we didn’t have Oh I don't want to be mad at you Didn’t wanna say it then but now I do Oh I wish I didn’t have to write one for you No and I’m so sad I had to write one for you Oh I know you know this ones about you And I wish I didn’t have to write one for you
My Favorite Soup Store Lyrics They always say to do the right thing even if it’s hard to find I like to think I do the right thing pretty much all of the time you know the other night didn’t mean to watch you cry It’s comforting to know that someone else also has a hard life I know you heard the other day I met my idol on the street didn’t know what to do with myself didn’t think we’d actually ever meet my mom said not everyones gonna like me back and as a people pleaser, I just gotta relax I never was the first to hang up the phone The citys too small for me, I’ve outgrown Guess all I’ve ever wanted was to go back home My dad called to say my favorite soup store closed down don’t know what I’m gonna do when I visit my parents now They sold my Subaru, the freedom they allowed Now it’s in an old mans driveway planning how to get out I ship ‘cross the country in less than a week Try to pack my whole life and bring it with me keep it all in a bundle try to keep it neat I’m so tired of searching for my long-lost soul Bit my tongue so hard all the words were swallowed guess I was never meant to go back home And it’s Tuesday again And I’m wasting my breath I guess it’s overwhelming To be with everyone I spent this past year In a room with walls built of fear Guess I’m not really there For anyone